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             It has 
            been awhile since I have written in this journal.  Just want you all 
            to know I am alive and well and very busy.  I am still plugging away 
            at living lean.  The past few weeks have been interesting at best.  
            I hurt my shoulder and have not been able to go to the gym.  Trust 
            me that is a killer…no lifting for six weeks per doctor.  So at the 
            end of June I will be able to return to it.  It is very strange not 
            to be going to the gym and it makes me realize how important 
            exercise is. 
            Today was 
            a very special day in my life.  I got up this morning, took my 
            coffee and went to my daughter’s high school.  Kara graduated 
            today…seats for graduation are first come first serve…so although 
            graduation wasn’t until 2pm I arrived dressed in jeans and a 
            sweatshirt at  7:30 am to scout out and save 8 seats, my husband Ed 
            thought I was nuts.  One would have thought that I would have been 
            the first one there. but there were already fifty people claiming 
            territory!   I guess with over 700 kids graduating that they knew as 
            well as I did that seating would be scarce at best.  The graduation 
            is held outside the main building in the front lawn area, following 
            the tradition of the last 186 graduating classes of Pinkerton 
            Academy. 
            My son 
            John and his girlfriend Becky did come to relieve me at 10:30 so I 
            went home and showered, got dressed and made sure that all was going 
            well with the graduate to be. 
            Sitting 
            there keeping the seat this morning did allow me sometime to 
            reflect. Today marks a milestone for not only my daughter, but also 
            for Ed and me as well.  We will soon discover what an empty nest is 
            really like. Come August we will take Kara to New Orleans and set 
            her up in a dorm…at Tulane University where she will spend the next 
            four years preparing to become a chemical engineer. (She was the 
            recipient of the Tulane Founders Scholarship Award.) 
            It is hard 
            to believe that it was over 18 years ago that Kara came to be.  It 
            seems like just yesterday that she was an infant…her first words….da-da….. 
            (she even knew then how to score points with her dad)… her first 
            steps… I see her standing on the heat register, looking out the 
            window…not quite two, watching her brother every morning get on the 
            school bus and yelling..”Cool bus here…cool bus here”. 
            Her first 
            day of school… .her first boyfriend…her first heartbreak….the first 
            time she drove (in fact that is one of my earlier entries in this 
            journal)…her first job… her prom….and before I could blink an eye 
            her senior year. 
            It has 
            been a privilege and delight to watch her grow into an incredible 
            young woman.  She graduated with honors…maintained a standard of 
            excellence in her academics way beyond most. she was awarded 
            the……………..at graduation.  This award is given for achieving and 
            maintaining some incredible accomplishments.  She had to be 
            recommended by teachers, get over 1250 in her SAT’s, maintain an 
            average of over 90 for her four years of high school and have taken 
            honors and advanced placement level courses.  She was one of five 
            seniors that did an independent science research course at the 
            University of New Hampshire this past year.  
            I sat 
            there at graduation along with her Dad, Brother, GrandParents and friends in awe 
            and admiration of her accomplishments.  Yes, she is more than ready 
            to fly from the nest…but the real question is…am I ready for her 
            too?   I am missing her already. 
            Kara, 
              I write 
            this with tears in my eyes. You are so loved.  Be safe… be 
            happy….and remember the world is yours for the taking. 
            with Love, 
            Mom 
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